I've been wondering

"I've been worrying that we all live our lives in the confines of fear."
-Ben Howard

 "for God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control."
-2 Timothy 1:7

 God gave us the spirit of POWER
and LOVE
and SELF-CONTROL.
What is holding me back? 

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