journal scribbles

"Where has this summer gone?
It disappeared somewhere 
among the double scoop ice cream cones and turkey melt sandwiches;
among the BLS transports and adrenalin pumping fights for life;
among the car full of middle school kids and last minute youth group scrambles."
-journal scribbles


Last summer was all sand in the seats and hikes and sunburns.
This summer was all work and youth group crazy and lots of late night cooking/laughs/hangouts.
I had a hard time giving up my preconceived ideas of what summer in the BH should look like.
But it was still good.


Lots of life lessons. Lots of deepened relationships. Lots of soul aching nights.
It feels like a decade of a summer rather than a couple of months.
 A summer with shaping moments we never want to have, but know that God has orchestrated.






And here it is mid September and All Things Fall are upon us. I think I'm ready.









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