It's the week After Easter... Resurrection Sunday... celebration of New Life and Power over Death. Last week was good. I had some good reads last week: Love to the Uttermost , The Jesus Storybook Bible , Galatians , John , The Story of Hope . I listened to a Resurrection playlist that was over 8 hours long so I don't think that I ever made it all the way through. I had encouraging time with my church family here as we celebrated the Truth of the Gospel. And now, the Week After, I am feeling a little ...overwhelmed? let down? Because After Easter I have only 3 weeks left of class. And After Easter I only have one week left with my Moving Friends. And After Easter I only have a month left with Friends who are here for school. And After Easter life seems so.... well. anti climactic? Which is all ridiculous because the whole beautiful thing about the week after the Resurrection is purpose and hope Before it was me the hopeless and helpless los
grilling grilling grilling. [also, i think i fell in love with asparagus this year] this is how we be social. i forgot how much i love walks in the fields at sunset. #ilovenebraska my littlest of little sibs turned 13! !!! help! i have this thing for daisies. seriously. give me a brother and a late night and we will have an adventure. CREW kids.... summer CREW is my fav. Yes, we are learning about Jesus on the playground! Don't judge us. or our ice cream. the benefits of having my job. location location location. tradition: biking adventure with The Don. This year we avoided the herds of bison, which was consequently a little less exciting. to do: attend the Miss South Dakota Pageant. shoot. it's held in my very own town. like 5 blocks away from my house. and i even got in free. win win. weekend festivals and parades. it's not about the lameness of the event, but the AWESOME people you get
I feel like I am in a transition place. waiting. planning. carrying on with "normal" life. anticipating the changes that the future holds. just trying to get laundry done and keep the dishes washed and the bags out of the way of foot traffic. I feel like I have been blessed with so much. a great support network of friends. awesome church family. job = perfect for me. so many opportunities to satisfy my wanderlust this year. the black hills in my back yard. family who love Christ and love me. that's why I was a little surprised to find myself searching. to find myself dissatisfied . i wanted more places to go. more people to spend time with. longer nights. everyone's schedule planned around me. better experiences. more adrenaline thrills. time off work. the responsibilities to take care of themselves. why is it not enough? because i found myself seeking for attention or acceptance or satisfaction anywhere other than from Christ .
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